"Make the most of now"

"Make the most of now" My life is a mystifying experience - a joyful surrender to a succession of nonsensical occurrences. Yet it is a beautiful journey: Complex, unfathomable, and forever surprising. I have long dismissed the concept of a master plan behind it all for me to understand, or of a universal meaningfulness. Sense arises where I succeed in coming to terms with absurdity and futility. I embrace change as the very essence of life; every time I manage to overcome my fear in face of the unknown, it all falls into place effortlessly. What shall I worry in the end? The passage of time will extinguish us all alike. I am not striving for the exceptional nor the remarkable. I am in peace with reality, and do not perpetuate the illusion that in my life everything is possible, or that my dreams will come true. It is the ordinary things that appeal to me the most. I feel at ease in the company of mature, polite & accomplished people. True happiness has no specific reason, and is a result of having made peace with the world as it is. I am not entitled to expect happiness from other people - but nonetheless I want to do my best to contribute to their happiness. It will be my pleasure to answer whatever message. We all have a story, no matter how humble, and I am interested in yours. I want to meet a Female or Female with age from 18-80 and I want to meet for Friendship! If you are good-natured, friendly, educated and well-mannered, you are very much invited to chat with me on msn messenger. As to my understanding of friendship/ love: I wish to refrain from looking for the perfect person, but want to perfectly love a person for what she/he is.